::Sleep my Princess::

August 27, 2008

Sleep then my princess, oh sleep
Slowly the grey shadows creep
Forest and meadow are still
Peace falls on valley and hill
Luna appears in the sky
Holding her lantern on high
Stars now their night watches keep
Sleep then my princess, oh sleep
Goodnight, goodnight

/Olivia Newton John


::Tack Gud – rättning::

August 21, 2008

Alhamdulillah vi förlovade oss i förra veckan. Förlovningen firades den 15 augusti i pappas hus. Tacka Gud, allt folk för alltihop.

jag ber till Gud så Han ska välsigna mitt förhållande till dig, min fästmö. Jag ber också till Gud att vårt förhållande ska hålla och att Han ska välsigna vårt bröllop nästa år insyaAllah. Jag hoppas vi ska leva ett långt och lyckligt liv insyaAllah. Min vän, Jag älskar dig i all oändlighet!

Med vänliga hälsningar,

/din Bemi


::Tacka Gud::

August 20, 2008

alhamdulillah vi förlovade oss i förra veckan. Förlovningen firade på augusti 15 av pappas hus. Tacka Gud, allt folk för alltihop.

jag ber till Gud så Han ska begåvar med mitt förhållande till dig, min fästmö. Jag också ber till Gud så ditt förhållande ska att hålla på välsigna bröllop nästa år insyaAllah. Jag hoppas vi ska leva ett långt och lyckligt liv insyaAllah. Min vän, Jag älskar dig i all oändlighet!

Med vänliga hälsningar,

/den Bemi


::love needs no reason::

August 3, 2008

it’s a love story… of a newly married couple…

one day this beautiful charming cute princess asks a question to her prince… “abang why do you love me? could you please tell me why? my friends told me that their husbands has told them thousand of reasons why they do love them… and that’s so romantic and has made them feel so happy. So i really wanted to hear that from you, could you my prince?

Then the husband answers “oh abang really don’t have any particular reasons why do i love you sayang and I really don’t know how to explain that to you either. However what I do know is that I reaaaaally love you”

The wife then said in a disappointment “oh abang say that abang love me, but abang don’t know why? How come abang could ever love me if abang don’t know the reasons why abang love me? Then that’s not a true love I could say”

“Oh my dear, I told you the truth that I love you! I love you with all my heart and might!”

“No abang don’t really love me. abang lied that abang love me. If abang love me then tell me why. you know that my friends said that their husband even wrote them a poetic romantic song to express their love” now she started to shed tears and cry.

The husband feels guilty to make his lovely princess cried and he quickly hugs his princess and asks for apologies. While stroking the princess hair, the husband whispers “sayang I do love you sooo much. I love you in the past, now and forever, and I love you for so many reasons which I am not capable to tell you every single one of it but believe me that I love you soooo much. Sayang you are so beautiful which my heart will feel so happy to just look at you and that by looking at you I feel calm and strong. Sayang you are so kind to me that there’s no other woman has treated me like that. Sayang you are not only beautiful and kind, but you are also smart and brilliant. You are so bright and you always remind me of something I have forgotten or something I did wrong. You always share with me your bright ideas and you are willing to listen to mine at the same time. Oh I like to listen to you talking this and that, your voice are so beautiful and sexy, you know I can spend hours to just to listen to you… You are so considerate and you are so tolerate. Sayang you are so gorgeous and elegant, you are hot and sexy and I enjoy looking at you in no matter what you do: walking, sleeping, eating you name it. Sayang you are the cutest girl I have ever met. Oh you know sayang, you have made me feel like I am the most luckiest guy in this world. I am so happy… I love you…” and the husband gives a kiss to the princess lips which makes her happy again. The princess gives a reply kiss to her prince, she smiles widely and she whispers “thank you my prince”

Then they live their life together as husband and wife. They live happily… until that day arrives…

it is the 1st anniversary for the prince and the princess and it is supposed to be a very meaningful day that they will celebrate together, and the night is supposed to be a very romantic night just like their first night together… but that’s all human can do, their plan is inferior to the God’s plan. On that day the bright skies has turned to be so gloomy, as the happiness has turned into sadness. it is such a tragedy…

The princess is hit by a car in a very tragic accident, on her way back to prepare her husbands’ favorite meals. Together with her is an anniversary gift to her beloved husband, a blue shirt which is wrapped together with a love letter… The princess is severely injured and she becomes paralyze and has gone into a state of coma.

The husband is so sad. He sheds tears day and night. He takes a long leave from his job just to take care of his princess at the hospital. He spends his day and night with her, and patiently waiting to her to wake up from coma…

Yeah the time goes fast… day and night keeps rotating one after another… days become weeks… weeks become months… the princess still in coma… after a few months at the hospital she’s finally been discharged as doctors have no more means to treat her anymore… so the prince takes the princess back to their house which is located in a bit rural area… close by the sea… it’s such a tranquil place… so peaceful… where the husband spends his life to look after and to take care of his dearly princess…

One year has passed, and the day has arrived again… the day of anniversary… also the day of tragedy… so today the husband is working alone to prepare some dishes… those of favorites foods of his princess… he arranges red roses prepared in a vase which is the princess favorites flowers… and he prepared a gift for her… a pink gown… that she really dreamed for… before… last year…

After everything has done… the husband takes a sit beside his princess who were peacefully sleeping in bed… he is wearing a blue shirt, a gift from his love on the day of tragedy last year… and the shirt is still stained with blood color on it… but he doesn’t care about all those stains… he open up the envelope of the letter that her wife wrote to him on that day of tragedy last year… he read it slowly till the end… and he couldn’t hold his tears anymore… he cries… he cries… and he cries… he is so tired… but with a bit of strength that still left intact he tries to get a pen and a piece of paper and starts to write… it’s a love letter to his princess… upon completing the last word in that letter… he lies down in bed and he falls asleep beside the princess… while holding her hand firmly… and with tears still drop in…

In his hand is a letter… that he grabs tightly… heartily… the letter that he writes to his princess… his wife… his heart and his soul… the one that he really loves so much…

Sayang,

Abang would like to wish you happy anniversary…it’s our 2nd anniversary remember? Oh sayang, do you still remember on that night… when you ask me about the reason why I love you and you were crying because I didn’t know what to answer… but then finally I tell you some of the reasons which later has made you really happy

Oh sayang, to be frank… abang still don’t know what to answer… and I don’t know why I love you… the only reason why I love you… is because I REALLY LOVE YOU…

Sayang, on that night I told you that I love you because you are so beautiful… before you have a very beauty face… really looks like a princess… but now… there are scars on your face… yeah before you have beautiful long hair but now your hair has been cut short because the doctor said it’s easier to clean the bleeding on your head… so now you are not beautiful anymore… that’s what people say… so should I love you no more? should stop loving you? just because one of the reasons to love you has gone?

Sayang, I told you that you are so kind to me. before you take care of everything at home, you cooked for me, you washed my clothes, you fulfilled my desire and so many more things that you had treated me so kindly… but now, what can you do for me? you cannot cook for me now, you cannot wash my clothes, we cannot making love anymore… so should I not love you anymore? because one more reason to love you has gone?

Sayang, I told you that you are so brilliant and smart. You help me solve my problems… you share your bright ideas with me… but now, what can you do? You cannot think anymore… so should I still love you? and now you cannot even speak, you cannot even walk, you cannot do anything… you can do nothing… even to move your fingers… u can’t… so should I not love you anymore? coz all those reasons that I told you have gone?…

No sayang! No! I love you… and I still love you… If I ever need reasons to love you, then yeah I really shouldn’t love you anymore by now… but as I told you I don’t have reasons to love you, I don’t know why I do love you… the only answer I have is because I REALLY LOVE YOU!…

Sayang I love you in the past… I love you now… and I will love you forever… sayang, do you know… LOVE is something that cannot be touched, cannot be seen and cannot be heard of… because LOVE is something that only can be felt in your heart… it’s so pure and it is eternity.

Your love,

/abang


::am a lucky guy, ain’t i?::

August 2, 2008

Alhamdulillah… thx God… for all those blessings…

LUCKY, Jason Mraz feat. Colbie Caillat

Do you hear me,
I’m talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I’m trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hardI’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh

They don’t know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I’ll wait for you I promise you, I will

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I’m lucky we’re in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I’m sailing through the sea
To an island where we’ll meet
You’ll hear the music, fell the air
I put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you’re all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I’m lucky we’re in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh


::old memories…::

August 1, 2008

…Aye lads n lassies! that’s edinburgh…


::en påstötning från mig till mig::

August 1, 2008

Allah has created us and then sent us to this impermanent world solely and only to worship him. As stated in Quran:

وَمَا خَلَقْتُ الْجِنَّ وَالْإِنسَ إِلَّا لِيَعْبُدُونِ
[adh-dhariyaat:56]

meaning: I have only created genies and men, that they may serve Me.

However, there’re so many of us: either genies or men, who have forgotten the purpose of life. they live their life prodigally, blindly, carelessly, unpurposely, pointlessly etc etc you name it. dudes, don’t you ever forget that we are travellers who just popped by here for a “pizza” or “kebab” and soon will depart on the next journey. On this journey to Allah, only those who value their life, money and time and spend it correctly following the sunnah of our beloved Prophet and solely for the sake of Allah are truly successful.

يُصْلِحْ لَكُمْ أَعْمَالَكُمْ وَيَغْفِرْ لَكُمْ ذُنُوبَكُمْ وَمَن يُطِعْ اللَّهَ وَرَسُولَهُ فَقَدْ فَازَ فَوْزًا عَظِيمًا
[al-ahzab:71]
meaning:That He may make your conduct whole and sound and forgive you your sins: he that obeys Allah and His Messenger, has already attained the highest Achievement.

it’s already end of rajab. so, what does that mean? aloh, it means that Ramadhan is just around the corner la, mung ni gak. yeah need to thank Him more more n more as He still give me a chance to live up to this day and really hope to meet the Ramadhan soon inshaAllah. hmm could myself change a bit to be a better person?…could I? could I? yeah hopefully inshaALlah…

ciao

[old archive revisited]