::Nya världen::

The internet has no government, no constitution, no laws, no rights, no police, no courts. Don’t talk about fairness or innocence, and don’t talk about what should be done. Instead, talk about what is being done and what will be done by the amorphous unreachable undefinable blob called “the internet user base.” – Paul Vixie

::Left alone::

now i’ve been left alone again…
clueless…
but it can’t be helped…
it happened…
and it always happens…
now and then…
n still am clueless…
been called when am needed…
been casted off when am hated…
oh am really clueless…
but then…
what can i do…
yeah nothing i can do…
coz am clueless…
oh felt like a castaway…
n yeah can’t do anything…
still…
and it’s for real…
coz am juz a castaway…
oh but there is one thing…
i think…
out of everything…
that a castaway such I am…
can do a lil bit out of nothing…
to stay patient…
like a dog…
that is…
n to stay silent…
like a mountain…
that is…
oh it’s a tough life…
really…
i could say…
it is…
yeah it is such a tough life…
and indeed it is…
but even so…
i’ll cast my lot with u…
in the future n forever
as i’ve been cast my lot with u…
in the past n now…
oh but for now…
let’s pray for His blessings…
n remedies…
n stay patient…
n silent…
waiting for the Sun…
to shine…oneday…inshaAllah…

::Ursäkta!::

…be om ursäkt för mitt fel…

APOLOGIZE, One Republic feat Timbaland

I’m holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I’m hearin what you say but I just can’t make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you’re sorry
Didn’t think I’d turn around, and say…

It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late

I’d take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it’s nothin new – yeah yeah
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it’s turning blue, and you say…
“Sorry” like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I’m afraid…

It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late

It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
It’s too late to apologize, yeah
I said it’s too late to apologize, yeah-
I’m holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground…

that’s just a song, nothing much related to this post, coz the door of apology is still widely open for us… what we just have to do is to say I’M SORRY! that’s all

::Why is it so hard to say sorry::

O you who believe! Fear Allah and speak a word that is right. He will set right for you your deeds and forgive you your sins. And whoever obeys Allah and His Messenger has certainly attained a great achievement.” Al-Ahzab: 70-71

for some persons and for some reasons it is… hmm but i have to realize that there are so many kind of ppl, each n every of them r so different and unique. there are people who never apologize at all n they dun have a slightest regret of what they have done wrong. to make the worst thing’s worst they might even keep thinking that they are on the right side and still hoping other ppl to give them standing ovations. on the other hand there are some who realize n regret their wrong deeds but don’t want to apologize due to some particular reasons or they do apologize but maybe indirectly. oh yeah not to mention there are people who realize their mistakes and do apologize but then they feel no regret at all. yeah human beings are really fascinating yet complicated and indeed without a proper education they are just some kind of messed up creature…

actually out of all things, the main source of our wrong deeds is nothing else then our very own tongue. that’s why there’s a saying says that the tongue is sharper than the sword. yup that’s true as people will easily get offended with random unthoughtful words from us. so it’s important to think before we say something n there’s no harm at all to think twice isn’t it?

Abu Hurairah r.a relates that Allah’s Messenger s.a.w said: “Whoever believes in Allah and the Last Day should speak a good word or remain silent. And whoever believes in Allah and the Last Day should show hospitality to his neighbor. And whoever believes in Allah and the Last Day should show hospitality to his guest.”‌ – Bukhari n Muslim

I’d like to quote something i stumbled upon on the Internet about those ppl who never apologize “They keep up the mean-spirited for most of their lives. Those same people must learn to realize that we all screw up at times (and that means them too). If all apologies go unrecognized, this surely must be one big miserable world.”

::Think before I speak::

I love this malay saying “terlajak perahu boleh diundur, terlajak bas kat tol jelapang buruk padahnya” ops that’s not the one. I think the real one sounds like this “terlajak perahu boleh diundur, terlajak kata buruk padahnya”.

::till dig, min älskling::

Jag hoppas att du mår bättre snart, raring… jag älskar dig så mycket att jag inte kan beskriva det… hoppas att ni gillar den. hå det så bra!

I’m yours—Jason Mraz, I’m Yours

Well you DAWNED ON me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you’re so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
And now I’m trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I’ll be giving it my bestest
Nothing’s going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it’s again my turn to win some or learn some

I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I’m yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you’re free
Look into your heart and you’ll find love, love, love.
Listen to the moment, baby sing with me.
All our peaceful melody.
It’s your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love love

So I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I’m sure
There’s no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I’m yours

I’ve been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a face and I laughed
I guess what I be saying is there ain’t no better reason
To rid yourself of vanitys and just go with the seasons
It’s what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

But I won’t hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I’m yours
There’s no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I’m yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you’re free
Look into your heart and you’ll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
I like one big family (2nd time: I like happy family)
It’s our God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won’t hesitate no more
Oh no more no more no more
It’s your God-forsaken right to be loved, I’m sure
There’s no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I’m yours

No I won’t hesitate no more, no more
This cannot wait I’m sure
There’s no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I’m yours, I’m yours

::two clowns acting on their own::

oh d clown big boss wanna step down in two years time eh, n he’ll hand over the crown to his legitimate successor d clown boss 2nd in command. oh d superclown said that he’s given standing ovation over his decision by his clown subordinates…oh my! what a dope!

::thousand roaches in my motherland::

salam

it’s been a while since i have been having mood to write up this blog. yeah i’ve been bz for quite some time now…i have something big to achieve in a near future, something dearly…so gotta work hard for that. you know, in this world everything needs to be planned up front carefully so all those desired goals wud be feasible. yeah even though the future is full of uncertainties, but that’s d nature of a so-called “future” as d Almighty God made it that way. So, I plan and HE plans too, however HIS plan is far greater than mine and that’s absolute. so anything happens i shouldn’t feel even a slightest regret in my heart. yeah i know if something were really meant for me i’d get it someday nonetheless, but if it weren’t meant for me it’d never be mine no matter how hard i try. oh yeah and that’s when d sixth pillar of iman comes up on stage, where i’ll be tested whether my belief in predestination is true or not

yeah back to the topic, thousand cockroaches currently creep into Malay society. it’s true and it’s real. lately so many political issues get stuffed into my mind… they were so boring and disgusting indeed.

for those who know me, u should know my hatred towards a so-called “politicians” is absolute. all those old geezers on stage no matter what you call them, UMNO, BN, Pakatan Rakyat, PAS, PKR, DAP, Paklah, Najib, Anwar etc…u name it….oh not to forget their followers, lovers or supporters like the renowned carburetor dung and all other bakayaro s they all included s part of crew members on board.

IMHO all of them yeah all of them are nobody but just a bunch of moronic crass boorish oaf kind of people. yeah frankly, i dislike them i hate them i curse them…so here u go my special message to you….please get lost! can’t u? or at least just shut off your tongue…sorry to say u all just such an eyesore for this country.

am fed up with them, juz thinking to go live somewhere far away from those stupid politicians…u know your stupidity is contiguous and now it’s affecting the society itself. oh i can’t imagine what will happen to this land and it’s people say in 10 or 20 more years…