feel pain in the chest…
but even so…
I feel like smoking again…
feel pain in the chest…
but even so…
I feel like smoking again…
…sad…
…really is sad…
…is the same story…
…with the same ending…
… a sad ending…
…
…wanted to cry…
…but the tears…
…had dried…
…long since…
…
…yeah noted…
…this is another test…
…a trial…
…due to the past sins…
…
…is so weak…
…really is so weak…
…so please…
…needing strength…
…so this life could keep on living…
…
…yeah noted…
…it is the karma…
…but even so…
…those memories…
…will not fade away…
…and those feelings…
…will never sway…
…
…this heart has already decided…
…long since…
…to dedicate…
…a special place for that dream…
…
…and still is there…
…waiting…
…eternally been reserved…
…for that dream…
…to come in…
…
…but despair not…
…the hope is there…
…even the slightest lighted chance…
…will never ever disappear…
…
…inshaAllah…