every cigarette is doing you damage…

April 2, 2008

feel pain in the chest…

but even so…

I feel like smoking again…

:-)


Another sad story with a sad ending…

April 2, 2008

…sad…

…really is sad…

…is the same story…

…with the same ending…

… a sad ending…

…wanted to cry…

…but the tears…

…had dried…

…long since…

…yeah noted…

…this is another test…

…a trial…

…due to the past sins…

…is so weak…

…really is so weak…

…so please…

…needing strength…

…so this life could keep on living…

…yeah noted…

…it is the karma…

…but even so…

…those memories…

…will not fade away…

…and those feelings…

…will never sway…

…this heart has already decided…

…long since…

…to dedicate…

…a special place for that dream…

…and still is there…

…waiting…

…eternally been reserved…

…for that dream…

…to come in…

…but despair not…

…the hope is there…

…even the slightest lighted chance…

…will never ever disappear…

…inshaAllah…